||[Feb. 11th, 2004|10:32 pm]
The O.C as told by Marissa Cooper.|
I can't believe that Ryan and I have broken up.
I talked to Summer about it. I think she's siding with Ryan.
I mean, i don't get Ryan. How could he think that Oliver was in love with me. I mean, we're just friends. Ryan's just so protective. He always wants to know what I'm doing and who i'm with. It kinda reminds me of ... my mom.
Anyway, Summer wants to hang out now that we're both "single." I told her that i had to help Oliver with his homework, and this weekend, i have to stay with my mom. UGH!!! _That is something that i am definitely not looking forward too.
I walked by Seth and Anna. They seemed kind of wierd that i wasn't with Ryan. God, what is this. So, i have to be with Ryan in order to talk to people.
I saw Oliver's lip today. It looks so bad. I hope it's ok.
Oliver wants me to go with Mammoth with him for the weekend. I told him that i can't because of my mom.
Luke came in when we were talking and at that time, Ryan called. Luke, as always, tried to start a fight with Oliver just because he was doing my talking for me. Ok, that sounded kind of protective, but i really feel sorry for him. Ryan had no right to hit him.
Anyway, i didn't pick up the phone for Ryan.
Next day ...
OH MY GOD. Ryan went to my mom about Oliver, and she called the school. She thinks that Oliver is dangerous. I don't think i'll ever speak to Ryan again. How could he do that? That was a really low blow
Ryaan actuall had the nerve to come to my house and warn me about Oliver once again. He said that there was o Nadily. Then, my mom came out, and i ran away.
I wwent to Oliver's hhotel.
Oh my god, i went down to the reception area to see if Luke had brought my bags. He said that he was, and the lady at the desk was named Nadily Bishop. She said that she Baby-sat for Oliver, but Oliver said that she was his Ex-girlfriend.
Maybe what Luke and Ryan are saying are right. Maybe Oliver doesn't have a girlfriend ... maybe he never did. When i asked him about it, he freeked out. He pulled out a gun. I don't think that i can describe how i felt. At first, i thought he was going to shoot me, but he said that he was doing this for him. I started crying and begging him not to hurt me or him self, but he didn't listen.
Then, i heard a knock at the door, and Oliver said that he was fine and that he'd gotten out of the shower. I tried to talk to him again, but he told me to hush.
Then, i heard Ryan banging on the door and yelling m name. Thank god, Ryan came.
"Ryan, he's got a gun!" I yelled.
Oliver started yelling at me, telling me why i just did that. I tried to appologize.
Then, he police came in as Oliver pointed the gun at his head.
Dispite everything that has happened betwene me and Ryan, i was so happy to see hm. He had to literally beg Oliver not to kill himself. Ryan said that he understood what it was like to have people abandon him.
Finally, Oliver put the gun down, and they took him to a hospital.
I started crying again and i appoligezed to Ryan. He saved my life. How could i have doubted him? How could i have even questioned him?
I felt so stupid.
After that dramatic event, i went home ... to my mom's.
The O.C told by me...
I really liked the show. It was really dramatic. I liked the end when everyone had to appoligize to Ryan. I'm kinda glad that Seth and Anna broke up. Anna's cool, but they're just too alike. It was getting kind of boring.
When i saw the previews, i thought Oliver was going to kill him self. In a way, i was glad he didn't, but it would have been kinda cool if he did. Though, i think that Marissa would need more than a theropist to get over that.
Well, it's late, and i felt like writing a lot, but I'm going to go to bed.